sandra | 17 | ✞ | ruse 12.
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i rarely listen screamo music, but keep it on my ipod because it makes me feel hardcore
i chase birds so i can get a good shot of them in flight
i take half an hour to cut up fruit because i like to arrange them nicely into different shapes and patterns
my favourite aisle in the supermarket is the toiletries aisle because i love to sniff the deo and feel the tongue cleaner samples on the toothbrush packets
i drink a lot of pool water when i'm swimming, but not on purpose
i like to drink cream straight out of the bottle o;
IM ALSO DATING L AND WOOHYUN OF INFINITE LOL I DREAMT IT SO IT MUST BE TRUE



doing: ag
eating: i actually dont eat when im on the computer ._.
mood: .__. <
thoughts: 'i should do ag'
music: A Man Left Behind - Fei Comodo





#1 the feel of pacer writing on looseleaf paper on a hard surface
#2 the crunch of gravel beneath your feet
#3 the smell of rain
#4 the nolstagic feeling of listening to an old favourite song you haven't for a while
#5 mountain dew
#6 a new inky highlighter
#7 the sound of shattering glass
#8 opening a soft drink can
#9 the clunk of ice in a wineglass
#10 the patter of rain on an umbrella
#11 the perfect roasted marshmallow
#12 poking a sea cucumber LOL
#13 the sound of the net when you swish in basketball


anberlin. avenged sevenfold.
B2ST. between the trees.
the cat empire.
dbsk
emery
F. Cuz. fei comodo. ft island.
good charlotte.
italobrothers. INFINITE
justin bieber.
karnivool.
mika. muse.
nickelback.
rise against. red hot chili peppers.
the script. SE7EN. SHINee.
teen top. tenth avenue north. trial kennedy
the used.
waking ashland.


billy elliot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind




- skydiving
- watch the northern lights
- go backpacking in south america
- hot air balloon over a sunrise
- dress as a seagull and steal chips
- step in wet cement
- get a boy cut and pretend to be male for a day
- WATCH SWAN LAKE LIVE
- go to a snowing beach
- sleep on a beach
- learn hypnosis



when i grow up....
IM GONNA BE FAMOUS, IM GONNA.. jks.
here's the dream
- microbiologist/pathologist half the time
- advertising sector in a big company and manipulate people and make ads the other half of the time (only coz getting into the film industry is too hard)
and inbetween;
~play in musical orchestras
~work at fancy restaurants at the waterside at night
~draw famous comics
~arrange flowers
~ BEING ONE OF THOSE BACKUP DANCERS IS SO COOL. but i cant dance.
SOUNDS GOOD



white rabens
fully black cons
A CHANG MIN POSTERRRRR bonnie's beaut drawing skills ;)
A BEAST IS THE B2ST POSTER
wallet
a beautiful harddrive thanks dom :D
LOTS OF OREOS
a clear plastic umbrella
LYNX AFRICA DEO LOLOL ty jeff LOL

ALBUMS!
idno. i dont really listen to the actual cd, but i hve a thing about owning the hard copy. :L
Cities - Anberlin
The Sufferer and the Witness - Rise Against
Spain - Between the Trees
Wolfmother - Wolfmother thanks mandaaaa
They All Have Two Faces - Fei Comodo
Stadium Arcadium - rhcp ty kerry sun ^^
avenged sevenfold - avenged sevenfold
no really, i'm fine - the spill canvas
until the end of time - opshop
SHOCK OF THE NEW EERA - B2ST
WHY - DBSK
Lies for the Liars - The Used
The Script - The script
NEVERLAND - UKISS

manda you are awesome. our grade is awesome.
i love our school. manda. youre awesome. have i said that? awesome idea.

10 people.

1. i can talk to you about anything. like anything anything. i used to able to talk to you more, and we'd never run out of things to say. but now. physically more apart, and so. not so close i guess. i like hanging out at your house though, even though it smells. I remember when we didnt have to say anything and we knew what we meant. and how we thought so alike. i miss you. you're close to a lot more people now, and i'm jealous ): you were there for me to lean on. always. i do love you.

2. sometimes i really love you. sometimes i really hate you. i dont want to make this obvious at all. sometimes i think youre really obnoxious even when the situation is completely wrong. other times, i love how mature you are in some things. You're a good friend and i can depend on you.

3. man, you are the awesomest person to bludge around with. or do homework with. youre one of the only people i know who would do such retarded and spontaneous things with me. even if it means exercise XD i love how youre so idno. there's something about you. youre real charismatic.

4. i wish i knew you better. you do many things for us. you're a wonderful friend. youre the most mature of us i think. and i love talking to you. i think i kind of see me in you. the character a bit. its hard to pick it out. but i think its there. i really like you.

5. i really like you. most of time. sometimes you seem childish, BUT THATS EXPECTED XD since we grew up together, i know i can depend on you, and i'm glad that we grew up together. i'm glad we go everywhere together. im glad you still talk to me even though we've kind of fallen apart. sometimes i watch you, you dont know. and i just love the way you care for everyone yet still be happy. i hope youre okay, coz recently, you've been acting different, and alone. i kind of like how we insult each other, i feel like you're my brother. i love you, because of all that time we spent together and some young bond...

6. i've only really talked to you once, and that was with a whole bunch of people. and you've only been here for what. 5 weeks. but wow. YOU ARE SO NICE. like, i see you. and waves of niceness come flowing :L seriously. there are times when i could have conversations with you, but i cut them short for something else. i hope i won't next time. you seem really really nice, and i want to get to know you.

7. dude, you are crazy, and i like that about you. you dont care what people think about you, and half the time i love joining in. especially in the mornings with #3 as well. i love hanging out with you guys, and just not carng about anything. you guys are good to do hw with too. you are amazingly smart. and quite awesome in your craziness.

8. although i didn't notice you the first few years, i'm really glad i know you now. i know you're never going to read this. i don't even know your last name. i don't remember how i started talking to you. but now i treasure every moment, contact. I don't just like you because. well. lets say superficial reasons. but, i really like your character. even though you can sometimes be quite mean and you cant tell the difference between korean and chinese, and. i look forward to every ____day i see you. i know i won't keep on having an excuse to see you. sooner or later one of us will quit even though you are tank. i wish i was much closer to you so i would have an excuse to meet you outside and after we have quit. but. i guess thatll not be so. ):

9. i've only know you for a few weeks. but i love how open you are. and i know that you also are not going to read this. but i love how we laugh at the lamest jokes. that arent even funny coz we've heard them millions of times. i love the way you treated me as a friend only in the 2nd week you knew me, which technically was the 2nd day. i love the way we screw up and laugh. it amazes me how low your voice is, but you look younger. i'll enjoy spending the rest of the year with you and i hope we'll see each other after that.

10. there was a time last year i was really close to you. well. i felt close to you anyway. before that, i was so annoyed at how violent you were. but once you started talking. i really liked you. and all your problems and what made you happy. and just talking. it was good. now, im kind of back to that violent bit. but i love you, and i wish we could talk again.

ALSO> I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE WHO PUTS UP WITH MY PEDO OBSSESSIONS. sorry. coz i dont really like them. i just like obssessing... but thanks for actually putting up with it. :D

i feel obliged to put more people in here. but. work.

BTW WHOS GOING TO KYCK :D
it'll be fun (;
last year was fun. but we were kycking oursleves XD
): charis left today. we'll miss her.
hehe. our band's called BANDCHU coz manchu's in it. plus mars, trevor, jeff. should be good.