sandra | 17 | ✞ | ruse 12.
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i rarely listen screamo music, but keep it on my ipod because it makes me feel hardcore
i chase birds so i can get a good shot of them in flight
i take half an hour to cut up fruit because i like to arrange them nicely into different shapes and patterns
my favourite aisle in the supermarket is the toiletries aisle because i love to sniff the deo and feel the tongue cleaner samples on the toothbrush packets
i drink a lot of pool water when i'm swimming, but not on purpose
i like to drink cream straight out of the bottle o;
IM ALSO DATING L AND WOOHYUN OF INFINITE LOL I DREAMT IT SO IT MUST BE TRUE



doing: ag
eating: i actually dont eat when im on the computer ._.
mood: .__. <
thoughts: 'i should do ag'
music: A Man Left Behind - Fei Comodo





#1 the feel of pacer writing on looseleaf paper on a hard surface
#2 the crunch of gravel beneath your feet
#3 the smell of rain
#4 the nolstagic feeling of listening to an old favourite song you haven't for a while
#5 mountain dew
#6 a new inky highlighter
#7 the sound of shattering glass
#8 opening a soft drink can
#9 the clunk of ice in a wineglass
#10 the patter of rain on an umbrella
#11 the perfect roasted marshmallow
#12 poking a sea cucumber LOL
#13 the sound of the net when you swish in basketball


anberlin. avenged sevenfold.
B2ST. between the trees.
the cat empire.
dbsk
emery
F. Cuz. fei comodo. ft island.
good charlotte.
italobrothers. INFINITE
justin bieber.
karnivool.
mika. muse.
nickelback.
rise against. red hot chili peppers.
the script. SE7EN. SHINee.
teen top. tenth avenue north. trial kennedy
the used.
waking ashland.


billy elliot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind




- skydiving
- watch the northern lights
- go backpacking in south america
- hot air balloon over a sunrise
- dress as a seagull and steal chips
- step in wet cement
- get a boy cut and pretend to be male for a day
- WATCH SWAN LAKE LIVE
- go to a snowing beach
- sleep on a beach
- learn hypnosis



when i grow up....
IM GONNA BE FAMOUS, IM GONNA.. jks.
here's the dream
- microbiologist/pathologist half the time
- advertising sector in a big company and manipulate people and make ads the other half of the time (only coz getting into the film industry is too hard)
and inbetween;
~play in musical orchestras
~work at fancy restaurants at the waterside at night
~draw famous comics
~arrange flowers
~ BEING ONE OF THOSE BACKUP DANCERS IS SO COOL. but i cant dance.
SOUNDS GOOD



white rabens
fully black cons
A CHANG MIN POSTERRRRR bonnie's beaut drawing skills ;)
A BEAST IS THE B2ST POSTER
wallet
a beautiful harddrive thanks dom :D
LOTS OF OREOS
a clear plastic umbrella
LYNX AFRICA DEO LOLOL ty jeff LOL

ALBUMS!
idno. i dont really listen to the actual cd, but i hve a thing about owning the hard copy. :L
Cities - Anberlin
The Sufferer and the Witness - Rise Against
Spain - Between the Trees
Wolfmother - Wolfmother thanks mandaaaa
They All Have Two Faces - Fei Comodo
Stadium Arcadium - rhcp ty kerry sun ^^
avenged sevenfold - avenged sevenfold
no really, i'm fine - the spill canvas
until the end of time - opshop
SHOCK OF THE NEW EERA - B2ST
WHY - DBSK
Lies for the Liars - The Used
The Script - The script
NEVERLAND - UKISS

5 hour bus trip! hurray! actually, i do quite like bus trips. me manda watched a bit of tropic thunder.
tom would make SUCH a great gay guy. 8)
hehe ray gave us chuppa chups. cola is SO yummy 8) but i couldn't open it for ages ><
we stopped for dinner; pies baby ;) yummo.
haha we played a bit of the spicks and specks game where you have to sing to the words of a book, in this case being nineteen eighty four XD which was quite hard and funny considering the way its written.
LOL daniel brought his straightener :L
hi manda, ilike you 8D
oh gosh. manda's photos. theyre pretty good X) but yea, guess what my new laptop desktop wallpaper is now? dude it freaks me out ==

the place we stayed was like a giant shearing shed as the main hall, pretty cool, with doors all on the side. which led into tiny like 5x3m room >> triple bunk bed and asingle, with a leaky roof :L:L
we tried to play spin the bottle XD where nothing happened. it was like spin the bottle, laugh at whoever it spun at, and do nothing :L lol. then ghost stories and a bit of talking.
ooh there was also a cute border collie; black and white, with one blue eye and one brown eye (:
the food was good! milo, orange juice, cereal, the eggs and sausage were good 8)

went to the saleyards
the auctioning was pretty cool. furtive bidding; e.g. scratching ear XD that was cool.
MY GOSH the cows sound like WOOKIES i think thats what theyre called, from star wars LOL
manda and didi agreed X)
LOL playing jinx. well. you know how you say jinx when you say the same thing, yeas. ray. >< is gay.
lol and talking bout emails; like ray of light. i rckn its pretty good X) and LOL xxchaosdemonxx XD me; was chaos demon already taken, or did you think xx looked cool? :L daniel: ... it looked cool, in YEAR 6 OKAY? ><
but the talk was hectic. hardcore note taking. gosh.

so we went lunch, drove past that place that we stayed with... ;) and went to the park. ate lunch o;
BAMnita was so cute 8)
um yea, started playing in the children's playground, yknow the board thing on one spring? like a surf board? yea, well i was on one side, ray on the other and we tried to make each other fall off. then tranny got on, suddenly got off, and i fell ><  then i COULDNT MOVE MY WRIST i was fully numb, and johnston came to check it, and i rolled up my blazer sleeze, and IT LOOKED FRICKIN DEFORMED |:
so then,  by then my tears were rolling out of their own accord, not coz it hurt. more coz self pity? idno. so we coached to the hospittal, the doctors were very nice 8) and they temp. castmy arm. talked with manda who came (: thanks manda (:
they injected morphine, which didnt do much for the pain but made me sleepy. :L
teehee 60 degrees warm blankets 8D
then; transfer to maitland hospital via ambulance 8) the more into the country we are, the nicer the people are :L its true
the ambulance peeps were cool 8) very comfy, and i slept on my drugs. it just scared me when they drove super fast. and then they xrayed. rents picked me up, drove to westmead, again, the speed scared me.
then, waited quite a while. the guy happened to be there
he asked me if i knew what i wanted to be when grown. health services? no. he sed.' our job's meant to be inspiring!' coz when he was young, he got chainsawed and fixed, inspired him. he did indeed inspire me,ambulance guys did so as well, but i couldnt take all the blood if i tried. or someone's life in my hands. i wouldnt mind just plastering. but such a great responsibility. D:
they put me on happy gas, the last thing i remember id thinking how dream like it was, and how accurate movies are; the rectangular white light above, and the vision like a laggy movie, not exactly blurring together, but like, like my long tail on my mouse trail, doubling up, and the voices  all became like in the movies with like. du-du-u- like the way they talked, i noticed the rhythms more, and they kinda became laggy too. very dreamlike. i distinctly remember thinking clearly how it felt like a dream.  my body just felt kinda disconnected :L
there was that deja vu moment, where they sed exactly the same thing, they conversed with my mum as i had dreamed before. deja vu mate. and before it never made sense in my dream, and now i finally got how it fit, it was quite mindblowing. either deja vu is scarily real, or mymind made me think i was deja vuing when in actual fact it was what i heard just now, nothing more. either way, the mind is so freakin amazing. and unknown. D:
the first thing i remember is my breathing like i was swimming like.  inin out in in out. and a voice 'start weaning her off about now' and i remembered thinking yea weaning, like cattle and calves, haha i go to an ag school i know what that means. and i fully recovered and it all seemed so written, so stereotypical that i burst into tears that it was over. gosh. what an experience. :D
happy gas is the best lol X)
lol xray to make sure 'howd you fall?' 'uhh fell off a kids playground' 'and you go to james ruse ay?' LOL
the first cast was a bit shotty, so they had to bend me again :L that fricken hurt D:

anyway. i am quite fine. thanks for the concern, and the card is awesome 8)
lol yeas dopey, 'GLHF' i will indeed have fun XD

nuuu. no more swimming, badminton, swo, horn for me ):

butyea! camp was fun while it lasted 8)