sandra | 17 | ✞ | ruse 12.
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i rarely listen screamo music, but keep it on my ipod because it makes me feel hardcore
i chase birds so i can get a good shot of them in flight
i take half an hour to cut up fruit because i like to arrange them nicely into different shapes and patterns
my favourite aisle in the supermarket is the toiletries aisle because i love to sniff the deo and feel the tongue cleaner samples on the toothbrush packets
i drink a lot of pool water when i'm swimming, but not on purpose
i like to drink cream straight out of the bottle o;
IM ALSO DATING L AND WOOHYUN OF INFINITE LOL I DREAMT IT SO IT MUST BE TRUE



doing: ag
eating: i actually dont eat when im on the computer ._.
mood: .__. <
thoughts: 'i should do ag'
music: A Man Left Behind - Fei Comodo





#1 the feel of pacer writing on looseleaf paper on a hard surface
#2 the crunch of gravel beneath your feet
#3 the smell of rain
#4 the nolstagic feeling of listening to an old favourite song you haven't for a while
#5 mountain dew
#6 a new inky highlighter
#7 the sound of shattering glass
#8 opening a soft drink can
#9 the clunk of ice in a wineglass
#10 the patter of rain on an umbrella
#11 the perfect roasted marshmallow
#12 poking a sea cucumber LOL
#13 the sound of the net when you swish in basketball


anberlin. avenged sevenfold.
B2ST. between the trees.
the cat empire.
dbsk
emery
F. Cuz. fei comodo. ft island.
good charlotte.
italobrothers. INFINITE
justin bieber.
karnivool.
mika. muse.
nickelback.
rise against. red hot chili peppers.
the script. SE7EN. SHINee.
teen top. tenth avenue north. trial kennedy
the used.
waking ashland.


billy elliot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind




- skydiving
- watch the northern lights
- go backpacking in south america
- hot air balloon over a sunrise
- dress as a seagull and steal chips
- step in wet cement
- get a boy cut and pretend to be male for a day
- WATCH SWAN LAKE LIVE
- go to a snowing beach
- sleep on a beach
- learn hypnosis



when i grow up....
IM GONNA BE FAMOUS, IM GONNA.. jks.
here's the dream
- microbiologist/pathologist half the time
- advertising sector in a big company and manipulate people and make ads the other half of the time (only coz getting into the film industry is too hard)
and inbetween;
~play in musical orchestras
~work at fancy restaurants at the waterside at night
~draw famous comics
~arrange flowers
~ BEING ONE OF THOSE BACKUP DANCERS IS SO COOL. but i cant dance.
SOUNDS GOOD



white rabens
fully black cons
A CHANG MIN POSTERRRRR bonnie's beaut drawing skills ;)
A BEAST IS THE B2ST POSTER
wallet
a beautiful harddrive thanks dom :D
LOTS OF OREOS
a clear plastic umbrella
LYNX AFRICA DEO LOLOL ty jeff LOL

ALBUMS!
idno. i dont really listen to the actual cd, but i hve a thing about owning the hard copy. :L
Cities - Anberlin
The Sufferer and the Witness - Rise Against
Spain - Between the Trees
Wolfmother - Wolfmother thanks mandaaaa
They All Have Two Faces - Fei Comodo
Stadium Arcadium - rhcp ty kerry sun ^^
avenged sevenfold - avenged sevenfold
no really, i'm fine - the spill canvas
until the end of time - opshop
SHOCK OF THE NEW EERA - B2ST
WHY - DBSK
Lies for the Liars - The Used
The Script - The script
NEVERLAND - UKISS

you see. people around me tell me alot about their school lives. so i know all the happenings of certain groups in say castle hill crestwood or killara.
who likes who. who's in a fight with who. what they like, little facts about them.
and like. are we really interested in the lives of people we havent even met or seen before? i dont think so, but i dont mind listening.
i guess its better than my creepy telling of which cute guy/girl i saw this week.

i dont know.

please excuse me. i am in a terrible mood.
you know the one where you stare vacantly at the wall letting your brain rot away.
and. yes. discontent.
today was perhaps my worst swimming training ever. not swimming wise. well yeah,, that too, but yea.
i swum like. 14 laps. hurhur. terrible. i cant even sprint anymore.

i think its my terrible memory. without thinking about it, i act that way to certain people, gradually developing a way i act to them due to their actions or how i feel towards them at the time
and coz my memory is so shotty, i dont even think about why i act that way, and instead just keep doing it.
which makes me have infactuations easily i guess.
but yeah. its quite annoying. still trying to talk, still getting discontent that theyre not replying properly, still doing things quickly so you might, accidentally, have to walk with them even after you dont feel that way. well not that you remember whether you do or not. so you keep thinking you feel that way coz youre used to doing those actions.
but i guess theyre still cool.
but thats why it takes me like. a year to get over it.
so much easier not liking people (Y)
i will. not like people anymore :D
everyone can be a good friend :D

onnn a completely.. DIFFERENT note...
i saw sam today o;
he got braces o; he needs them haha. no offence.
that is all.

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ok, im cool.
kpop cheers me up ahaha. how sad.
beast cannot actually sing properly live except for yo seob D:
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watched the boxing day special dr who!
ahh i love doctor who (:
young kazro was so cuuuuute.
and the mood of it was. nice.

looking through photoss
my 2nd cousin is so CUTE 8)