sandra | 17 | ✞ | ruse 12.
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i rarely listen screamo music, but keep it on my ipod because it makes me feel hardcore
i chase birds so i can get a good shot of them in flight
i take half an hour to cut up fruit because i like to arrange them nicely into different shapes and patterns
my favourite aisle in the supermarket is the toiletries aisle because i love to sniff the deo and feel the tongue cleaner samples on the toothbrush packets
i drink a lot of pool water when i'm swimming, but not on purpose
i like to drink cream straight out of the bottle o;
IM ALSO DATING L AND WOOHYUN OF INFINITE LOL I DREAMT IT SO IT MUST BE TRUE



doing: ag
eating: i actually dont eat when im on the computer ._.
mood: .__. <
thoughts: 'i should do ag'
music: A Man Left Behind - Fei Comodo





#1 the feel of pacer writing on looseleaf paper on a hard surface
#2 the crunch of gravel beneath your feet
#3 the smell of rain
#4 the nolstagic feeling of listening to an old favourite song you haven't for a while
#5 mountain dew
#6 a new inky highlighter
#7 the sound of shattering glass
#8 opening a soft drink can
#9 the clunk of ice in a wineglass
#10 the patter of rain on an umbrella
#11 the perfect roasted marshmallow
#12 poking a sea cucumber LOL
#13 the sound of the net when you swish in basketball


anberlin. avenged sevenfold.
B2ST. between the trees.
the cat empire.
dbsk
emery
F. Cuz. fei comodo. ft island.
good charlotte.
italobrothers. INFINITE
justin bieber.
karnivool.
mika. muse.
nickelback.
rise against. red hot chili peppers.
the script. SE7EN. SHINee.
teen top. tenth avenue north. trial kennedy
the used.
waking ashland.


billy elliot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind




- skydiving
- watch the northern lights
- go backpacking in south america
- hot air balloon over a sunrise
- dress as a seagull and steal chips
- step in wet cement
- get a boy cut and pretend to be male for a day
- WATCH SWAN LAKE LIVE
- go to a snowing beach
- sleep on a beach
- learn hypnosis



when i grow up....
IM GONNA BE FAMOUS, IM GONNA.. jks.
here's the dream
- microbiologist/pathologist half the time
- advertising sector in a big company and manipulate people and make ads the other half of the time (only coz getting into the film industry is too hard)
and inbetween;
~play in musical orchestras
~work at fancy restaurants at the waterside at night
~draw famous comics
~arrange flowers
~ BEING ONE OF THOSE BACKUP DANCERS IS SO COOL. but i cant dance.
SOUNDS GOOD



white rabens
fully black cons
A CHANG MIN POSTERRRRR bonnie's beaut drawing skills ;)
A BEAST IS THE B2ST POSTER
wallet
a beautiful harddrive thanks dom :D
LOTS OF OREOS
a clear plastic umbrella
LYNX AFRICA DEO LOLOL ty jeff LOL

ALBUMS!
idno. i dont really listen to the actual cd, but i hve a thing about owning the hard copy. :L
Cities - Anberlin
The Sufferer and the Witness - Rise Against
Spain - Between the Trees
Wolfmother - Wolfmother thanks mandaaaa
They All Have Two Faces - Fei Comodo
Stadium Arcadium - rhcp ty kerry sun ^^
avenged sevenfold - avenged sevenfold
no really, i'm fine - the spill canvas
until the end of time - opshop
SHOCK OF THE NEW EERA - B2ST
WHY - DBSK
Lies for the Liars - The Used
The Script - The script
NEVERLAND - UKISS

ennui [on-nwee] n boredom, dissatisfaction

my gosh. i am going to conform and post about atars.
i slightly don't understand those people who rush excitedly to get their atar estimates.
okay. i do understand. want to see how you went and all. especially if you have studied a lot.
what am i saying lmao. i don't find it odd at all.
i dont mind finding out later? is what i am trying to say.
i don't rush it, in case i didn't do well
my fear of not doing well is subconscious.
but considering the amount of study i have done, like. not much. actually. like 10x less than many others. is okay.
but i think i may not study to the fullest of my abilities, one, because i procrastinate and two, because then i have an excuse to lean on if i do not do well.
i make myself not put so much effort in so i won't be disappointed?
like basketball haha.
if i don't train, i have an excuse not to be brilliant.

speaking of which. oklahoma city thunder is amazing. :D


there is a lot of subconscious fear, i think. not just of study.
i don't even know haha. maybe i am making this up and really do not find such significance in this mark in the long run.
or maybe i like not caring because other people care.
and such competition for care.
i'm sure a bit of what i wrote is at least a tiny bit true.

whimsicals haha.
it is hard to find :c

whimsical v 
1. Playfully quaint or fanciful, esp. in an appealing and amusing way.
2. Acting or behaving in a capricious manner.

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quite capricious

the noun of whimsical is whim.
damn. i thought it was whimsical as well haha.