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i rarely listen screamo music, but keep it on my ipod because it makes me feel hardcore
i chase birds so i can get a good shot of them in flight
i take half an hour to cut up fruit because i like to arrange them nicely into different shapes and patterns
my favourite aisle in the supermarket is the toiletries aisle because i love to sniff the deo and feel the tongue cleaner samples on the toothbrush packets
i drink a lot of pool water when i'm swimming, but not on purpose
i like to drink cream straight out of the bottle o;
IM ALSO DATING L AND WOOHYUN OF INFINITE LOL I DREAMT IT SO IT MUST BE TRUE



doing: ag
eating: i actually dont eat when im on the computer ._.
mood: .__. <
thoughts: 'i should do ag'
music: A Man Left Behind - Fei Comodo





#1 the feel of pacer writing on looseleaf paper on a hard surface
#2 the crunch of gravel beneath your feet
#3 the smell of rain
#4 the nolstagic feeling of listening to an old favourite song you haven't for a while
#5 mountain dew
#6 a new inky highlighter
#7 the sound of shattering glass
#8 opening a soft drink can
#9 the clunk of ice in a wineglass
#10 the patter of rain on an umbrella
#11 the perfect roasted marshmallow
#12 poking a sea cucumber LOL
#13 the sound of the net when you swish in basketball


anberlin. avenged sevenfold.
B2ST. between the trees.
the cat empire.
dbsk
emery
F. Cuz. fei comodo. ft island.
good charlotte.
italobrothers. INFINITE
justin bieber.
karnivool.
mika. muse.
nickelback.
rise against. red hot chili peppers.
the script. SE7EN. SHINee.
teen top. tenth avenue north. trial kennedy
the used.
waking ashland.


billy elliot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind




- skydiving
- watch the northern lights
- go backpacking in south america
- hot air balloon over a sunrise
- dress as a seagull and steal chips
- step in wet cement
- get a boy cut and pretend to be male for a day
- WATCH SWAN LAKE LIVE
- go to a snowing beach
- sleep on a beach
- learn hypnosis



when i grow up....
IM GONNA BE FAMOUS, IM GONNA.. jks.
here's the dream
- microbiologist/pathologist half the time
- advertising sector in a big company and manipulate people and make ads the other half of the time (only coz getting into the film industry is too hard)
and inbetween;
~play in musical orchestras
~work at fancy restaurants at the waterside at night
~draw famous comics
~arrange flowers
~ BEING ONE OF THOSE BACKUP DANCERS IS SO COOL. but i cant dance.
SOUNDS GOOD



white rabens
fully black cons
A CHANG MIN POSTERRRRR bonnie's beaut drawing skills ;)
A BEAST IS THE B2ST POSTER
wallet
a beautiful harddrive thanks dom :D
LOTS OF OREOS
a clear plastic umbrella
LYNX AFRICA DEO LOLOL ty jeff LOL

ALBUMS!
idno. i dont really listen to the actual cd, but i hve a thing about owning the hard copy. :L
Cities - Anberlin
The Sufferer and the Witness - Rise Against
Spain - Between the Trees
Wolfmother - Wolfmother thanks mandaaaa
They All Have Two Faces - Fei Comodo
Stadium Arcadium - rhcp ty kerry sun ^^
avenged sevenfold - avenged sevenfold
no really, i'm fine - the spill canvas
until the end of time - opshop
SHOCK OF THE NEW EERA - B2ST
WHY - DBSK
Lies for the Liars - The Used
The Script - The script
NEVERLAND - UKISS

WHAT DO I DO.
THE PAGE IS GONE.
CAN I JUST TURN UP?
WHAT OF MY BURNING QUESTIONS?

hmm apparently advanced science is better than med science.  the cutoff is so low though ;__;
a music/advanced science program eh. no. that is lame.
hmm psych.  doctor of philosophy. sounds fun HAHA. i would like to academically research psych. like the chemical origins in the brain or something LOL/ how about a clinical neuropsychologist ooh sounds sophisticated and quite interesting.

psych 4 years. 97.6
science  sounds very interesting. 4 years 95
med science 97.8 HAHA MERITORIOUS students. did not know that was a word. 

i must put a bizzare one up there so i aim super high. 
if all else fails.
i shall become a painter :D
and inhale dat lead. apprenticeship in Painting and Decorating hahaha sounds fun.
OOH PASTRY COOK. sounds delightful :D
wow patent examiner. funfunfun............... 
ooh set designer.  HAHA SEAFOOD PROCESSOR. okay no laughing. seafood processing is serious business.
research is definitely more interesting than just diagnosis. but so much less safe :c
is okay. i do not want med. SO IT IS OKAY IF I DO NOT GO.
oh but i wish to go.
imagine studying med 10 years to specialise in administering anaesthetics
hmm specialising in pathology would be alright.  but 10 years is a bit much. i shall be old and wrinkly.
medical scientist. much better :D
but they say all the kids who do med science do it coz they wish to do med. :c
med science sounds so much more interesting than med :L

i feel a bit of the pressure of being something 'esteemed'.
like. id be proud to say IM A DOCTOR. only what i want to be is not really 'highly esteemed'
so i can be happy and love it. but. expectations.
is okay. other people are other people.

i swear i repeat lyrics haha
if you read all that i am impress haha.
i am just pasting my thoughts down. and is a bit for self reference.

alright back to maths. MOTION IS HARD :C

man i hope the campus is not fully segregated into different faculties. it would be cool to dapple in unhallowed arts artsy subjects

i am thinking psychology. but in the lab and not with people. unsw or usyd?
eh.
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